Us Against the World
Feb. 15th, 2004 06:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vollmus"There is no one else that I can say this to
And there is nothing better than to talk to you
If you have a problem I'll be here for you
Cause girl you always know that it's us against the world.."
-- Us Against The World by Play
I want a friend like that. The only thing that really comes close to it is you, my dear reader. The only thing I come close to telling everything, what I can't tell anyone else, is this blog. Only the very deeply personal things don't go on here, they go in my written journal.
I need a friend like that. I used to have one in Ris, but when I went back to my old school district, we lost touch. Sam and Lexi aren't that close, even though they are my closest friends.
You know what is insane? The more I'm thinking about this, the more I think that my closest friend is my brother. We tell each other nearly everything. We've gotten pretty close over the past two years, with my sister away at college most of the time and the two of us retreating for cover from our annoying parents into the Bonus Room where our computers are. But even then, I can't talk to him like I would someone who was of my gender or someone I wasn't related to. It's not the same.
I have to find a friend like that. Whether she'll come from out of the rain (I would say dust, but there isn't quite enough of it here.. maybe mud) or I'll just become closer to one of my current friends, I will have a best female friend that is closer to me than my brother. /resolute nod
I will have a friend like that or die trying, waterit.
And there is nothing better than to talk to you
If you have a problem I'll be here for you
Cause girl you always know that it's us against the world.."
-- Us Against The World by Play
I want a friend like that. The only thing that really comes close to it is you, my dear reader. The only thing I come close to telling everything, what I can't tell anyone else, is this blog. Only the very deeply personal things don't go on here, they go in my written journal.
I need a friend like that. I used to have one in Ris, but when I went back to my old school district, we lost touch. Sam and Lexi aren't that close, even though they are my closest friends.
You know what is insane? The more I'm thinking about this, the more I think that my closest friend is my brother. We tell each other nearly everything. We've gotten pretty close over the past two years, with my sister away at college most of the time and the two of us retreating for cover from our annoying parents into the Bonus Room where our computers are. But even then, I can't talk to him like I would someone who was of my gender or someone I wasn't related to. It's not the same.
I have to find a friend like that. Whether she'll come from out of the rain (I would say dust, but there isn't quite enough of it here.. maybe mud) or I'll just become closer to one of my current friends, I will have a best female friend that is closer to me than my brother. /resolute nod
I will have a friend like that or die trying, waterit.
