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vollmusI rediscovered this LJ about two hours ago and have made two layouts: Red Striped Sock (a re-make of a Moveable Type layout I made back in April) and whatever the hell I'm going to call this one. I like 'whatever the hell I'm going to call this one' better, RSS is too crazy and waaay too red/pink for right now, plus the airy, I-don't-really-care-but-life-still-sucks light and dark blues are really working for me right now. Life is pissing me off, but up here in my part of the bonus room, listening to instrumentals, creating graphics, and not working on/worrying about homework is doing wonders for my attitude.
Not that my attitude has been that bad to anyone other than my parents, and even then it's only about half the time. At school, when I'm with my friends, I am generally happy and laughing. But when I'm not with my friends, I'm thinking about how much life seriously sucks and how much I wish I could just never see my school or any of my teachers again. I'm seriously considering asking to take online classes or something, maybe get a tutor or be homeschooled. Not that my parents could really teach me anything else now, but I would truthfully be very happy if I never had to see my english teacher again, and he's spoiling my entire aspect on the rest of my teachers and school in general.
But anyways. I've missed having an online journal since my seriously awesome host's domain expired (Rich, if you're out there, you rock, man), so it's nice to have one again... even if I did have it all along, that's not really the point since I didn't remember it. Yeah, it's nice to have somewhere to put my thoughts and be able to get even a little bit of feedback, and know that my online friends can know what's happening in my life without me constantly posting rants on the two boards I go to. I hope I use this often, because when I was using one often last year it really seemed to help.
You know what my parents want me to do? They want me to put my blog on the family server so they can read it. I'm thinking, no. Sorry parental units, but I really don't want you knowing everything I put in my journal, which is basically what this is! If I wanted them to know something, I would tell them, damnit. Some how, some way, I would get the point across to them if it was imperative that they knew some tidbit of information they weren't previously privy to. There is absolutely no way that is going to happen.
I guess that's about it. Goodbye, my friends, we shall meet again.
Not that my attitude has been that bad to anyone other than my parents, and even then it's only about half the time. At school, when I'm with my friends, I am generally happy and laughing. But when I'm not with my friends, I'm thinking about how much life seriously sucks and how much I wish I could just never see my school or any of my teachers again. I'm seriously considering asking to take online classes or something, maybe get a tutor or be homeschooled. Not that my parents could really teach me anything else now, but I would truthfully be very happy if I never had to see my english teacher again, and he's spoiling my entire aspect on the rest of my teachers and school in general.
But anyways. I've missed having an online journal since my seriously awesome host's domain expired (Rich, if you're out there, you rock, man), so it's nice to have one again... even if I did have it all along, that's not really the point since I didn't remember it. Yeah, it's nice to have somewhere to put my thoughts and be able to get even a little bit of feedback, and know that my online friends can know what's happening in my life without me constantly posting rants on the two boards I go to. I hope I use this often, because when I was using one often last year it really seemed to help.
You know what my parents want me to do? They want me to put my blog on the family server so they can read it. I'm thinking, no. Sorry parental units, but I really don't want you knowing everything I put in my journal, which is basically what this is! If I wanted them to know something, I would tell them, damnit. Some how, some way, I would get the point across to them if it was imperative that they knew some tidbit of information they weren't previously privy to. There is absolutely no way that is going to happen.
I guess that's about it. Goodbye, my friends, we shall meet again.
