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"Lazy Days"
Lazy old day
Rolling away
Dreaming the day away
Don't want to go
Now that I'm in the flow
Crazy amazing day
One red balloon
Floats to the moon
Just let it fly away
I only know
That I'm longing to go
Back to my lazy day
And how it sings and how it sighs
And how it never stays
And how it rings and how it cries
And how it sails away... away... away....
Woot woot! Today after my parents left to do a church thing and I was home alone (my bro at work and planning on spending the night at a friend's), I had the most perfect lazy day I have had in awhile. I sat around listening to my mix of Enya favorites CD, reading and eating snack foods with the lights on medium, the Christmas tree bright, and the sky outside dark as ever. Oh, it was so wonderful. I love the days when I don't have to think about people around me, or homework, or friends... just me, doing what I want to do, when I want to do it, and with who I want to do it, which is always just me. I thrive on my own, because I've always had to, and no matter how many friends I get or how 'popular' I become, I hope I treasure being alone at least half the time, like I do now.
One thing that doesn't fit with the song is the "how it never stays... and how it sails away" part. I don't like it when it stops. It's bliss, and no one ever likes not being happy, right? I felt like sobbing when my parents started talking to me about all kinds of things, because the lazy day was truly gone at that moment.
I like being alone, but only when I am truly alone. I hate being alone when surrounded by people. That's what it's like when my parents are home, especially when my brother is gone, and how it is at school, especially at lunch on every day but Thursday when my two best friends (the only ones who will come talk to me of their own accord) have the other lunch.
But, going back to things that are good, for Merlin's sake, today really was awesome. I love lazy days.
Lazy old day
Rolling away
Dreaming the day away
Don't want to go
Now that I'm in the flow
Crazy amazing day...
"Lazy Days"
Lazy old day
Rolling away
Dreaming the day away
Don't want to go
Now that I'm in the flow
Crazy amazing day
One red balloon
Floats to the moon
Just let it fly away
I only know
That I'm longing to go
Back to my lazy day
And how it sings and how it sighs
And how it never stays
And how it rings and how it cries
And how it sails away... away... away....
Woot woot! Today after my parents left to do a church thing and I was home alone (my bro at work and planning on spending the night at a friend's), I had the most perfect lazy day I have had in awhile. I sat around listening to my mix of Enya favorites CD, reading and eating snack foods with the lights on medium, the Christmas tree bright, and the sky outside dark as ever. Oh, it was so wonderful. I love the days when I don't have to think about people around me, or homework, or friends... just me, doing what I want to do, when I want to do it, and with who I want to do it, which is always just me. I thrive on my own, because I've always had to, and no matter how many friends I get or how 'popular' I become, I hope I treasure being alone at least half the time, like I do now.
One thing that doesn't fit with the song is the "how it never stays... and how it sails away" part. I don't like it when it stops. It's bliss, and no one ever likes not being happy, right? I felt like sobbing when my parents started talking to me about all kinds of things, because the lazy day was truly gone at that moment.
I like being alone, but only when I am truly alone. I hate being alone when surrounded by people. That's what it's like when my parents are home, especially when my brother is gone, and how it is at school, especially at lunch on every day but Thursday when my two best friends (the only ones who will come talk to me of their own accord) have the other lunch.
But, going back to things that are good, for Merlin's sake, today really was awesome. I love lazy days.
Lazy old day
Rolling away
Dreaming the day away
Don't want to go
Now that I'm in the flow
Crazy amazing day...
