A Moral Dilemma
May. 15th, 2004 08:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vollmusI just got a phone call from one of my Seminary teachers, maybe ten minutes ago. She told me that she and her husband (the other teacher) missed seeing me in class, and asked me if there was any way I thought I could make up the last two months that I skipped so I could get credit for the year. I told her that I didn't know, but I'd try.
I could probably convince my brother to take me to seminary again, but do I want to? The phone call made me feel bad for skipping for so long when I was the best in the class. Plus... well, if I don't make up some of those two months, I'm risking three options for life: BYU, BYU-Idaho, and BYU-Hawaii. I don't want to go to any of them, but now I'm starting to doubt my chances of getting into an east coast college like I've wanted since I turned ten. I have to keep options open.
So I guess it isn't much of a moral dilemma anymore. A bit of time let me turn it into a decision between testing fate and covering all of my bases for the future, rather than what the "right thing" was. Thank goodness for that.
I'll ask my brother what he thinks I should do. He'll have to drive me if I decide to go, unless I can get a ride from Natalie's mom.
I hate making decisions.
I could probably convince my brother to take me to seminary again, but do I want to? The phone call made me feel bad for skipping for so long when I was the best in the class. Plus... well, if I don't make up some of those two months, I'm risking three options for life: BYU, BYU-Idaho, and BYU-Hawaii. I don't want to go to any of them, but now I'm starting to doubt my chances of getting into an east coast college like I've wanted since I turned ten. I have to keep options open.
So I guess it isn't much of a moral dilemma anymore. A bit of time let me turn it into a decision between testing fate and covering all of my bases for the future, rather than what the "right thing" was. Thank goodness for that.
I'll ask my brother what he thinks I should do. He'll have to drive me if I decide to go, unless I can get a ride from Natalie's mom.
I hate making decisions.
