Second star to the right.
Apr. 10th, 2004 04:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vollmusFor some reason I am feeling incredibly joyful today, I can't figure out why. Everything is against me feeling happy today, really - I have a 2-3 page essay due Monday, along with a short report for history, and I need to study for a math test on Wednesday. In non-school related matters, I had to help my parents clean the garage for three hours because I was the only kid awake and at home, and it was really annoying work.
But I'm rising above it, like a phoenix from the ashes, like steam from a boiling pot, like the scent of flowers - just kidding. But seriously, everything that normally makes me upset should be affecting me today, and it isn't. I feel giddy, deliriously happy, and amused at everything.
The only bit of unhappiness clouding my brilliant sunny day - metaphorically and literally, it's beautiful outside - is the fact that I can't simply accept my happiness, I have to question it. What is with that? Why can't I just be joyful without wondering why I am joyful? And why do all feelings/adjectives/etc that start with w have bad connotations or just plain not happy meanings? I wanted a mass alliteration in my first "why" question, but noooo. W doesn't like to be accomadating.
See see see! Excessive amounts of good cheer! I just cannot figure myself out today.
But I'm rising above it, like a phoenix from the ashes, like steam from a boiling pot, like the scent of flowers - just kidding. But seriously, everything that normally makes me upset should be affecting me today, and it isn't. I feel giddy, deliriously happy, and amused at everything.
The only bit of unhappiness clouding my brilliant sunny day - metaphorically and literally, it's beautiful outside - is the fact that I can't simply accept my happiness, I have to question it. What is with that? Why can't I just be joyful without wondering why I am joyful? And why do all feelings/adjectives/etc that start with w have bad connotations or just plain not happy meanings? I wanted a mass alliteration in my first "why" question, but noooo. W doesn't like to be accomadating.
See see see! Excessive amounts of good cheer! I just cannot figure myself out today.
